I will never get to hug my little cousin again. I saw him a few weeks ago, and he got up and gave me the biggest hug, with his big ears. I felt the love in that hug. That feeling you get when you meet someone who lights up a room. We will never have another Laquan Parker Jr. We can hold on to the memories. As, I looked at you in that casket, I knew none of our lives would ever feel the same.Now, I am very private person,but when I looked into his eyes, I knew he had something that we didn’t have. I knew he was not meant for our world. I cried like a baby when I heard that you drowned, 2 days before your 19th Birthday. I can’t imagine what could come of this pain?
When I looked around as I was sitting with our family, I knew that you were here for a glimpse,and that’s all you needed.
You made that impact. You weren’t an Angel, but you were too good for this world.I will miss you. The boy I saw in that casket was not my cousin. It was a shell of who you were, but your spirit was gone. Your High School Principle and classmates, could not finish their speeches, because of the pain. You graduated a month ago. So much ahead, so we thought…
I don’t want to remember you with that casket shutting on you,for the final time. I want to remember how you were looking in your red t-shirt and shorts! I will remember that devious smile, when you got up from the table,and gave me that hug. You will always be a beacon of light in our lives, and you will remain young. Love You LJ!
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